Someday my prince will come.

He just took a wrong turn, got lost and is too stubborn to ask for directions.

 


if u r reading this..then u r quite pro..

cos i dunno how u arrived here..n u really shd go..

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12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004

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11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005

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02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006


Monday, May 30, 2005
 
the lion just asked mrs lion out.and mrs lion is happy:)they winked at each other too!sneaky!

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
 
i am sad.i want to cry but no one's there to catch the tears.i want to forget but i can't.i want to let go but some part of me just holds on.maybe it is time.maybe it wasn't meant to be.29 april.31 jan.about 3 months of happiness.it is enough.i should have known.that's how it always ends.

Monday, May 23, 2005
 
You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and know they won't laugh at you.
When you can see their face when you close your eyes.
When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they're gone.
When you can still taste their kiss after you have said good-bye.

You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they are gone.
When their voice still lingers in your ears.
When their presence eases your any pain.
When their name sends chills down your spine.
When they are only the only thing you think about.

You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes, dreams, and their soul when you look into their eyes.
When they call you at four in the morning and say, "I love you" and mean it.
When your tears stain not only your shirt, but their heart.
When they are hurt just because of these tears
When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory.

Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them and can't figure how you lived before you knew them.
When they fulfill every need and with out them you are incomplete.
The love of someone else completes the heart, and soul, and mind all at once.

Sunday, May 22, 2005
 
"If enduring pain, braving shame, despising one's self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love - then, I LOVE YOU."

Maybe you're right .. maybe i never really loved you .. but i did love the way i felt when i was with you.

I'm glad he's happy
With her
I'm glad he's changed
For her
I'm glad he's dreaming
About her
I'm sad he's happy
Without me
I'm sad he's changed
Not for me
I'm sad he's dreaming
Not about me

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
 
today i held your hand.even if it wasn't real.it made me smilel:)

Thursday, May 12, 2005
 
i dunno whether u bother to even come here anymore.but i really am sorry.i wish everything wasnt the way it was now.why am i such a sucky idiotic ass hole.i shoul just jump down n die.its my fault.everything is.i cant stand myself.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
 
Hold me in your arms
baby one more time.
Tell me you love me
but don't make me cry.

I've waited these past years
for you to feel the same.
We've been playing all this time
I'm so tired of this game.

Finally you say it
in those words is a release.
Only in your arms
is where I feel at peace.

Put your lips against mine
tasting love's sweet kiss.
No matter who I'm with
I'll never forget this.

So for one last time
just pull me close.
Help me forget that
she's the one you chose.

We say our sad goodbyes
"see you next summer" we say.
I can't wait until the next time
I'll feel your warm embrace.

 
it just really sucks sometimes.its horrible to see you sitting there with her.and you don't even glance at me when i walk past you.it sucks you know.and you don't even talk to me.or send me a message.i don't know if its over.i hate it when im left hanging.if you don't say anything you know i'll hold on.for a split second i thought you were waiting for me.ok morethan a split second.for really long.until i left and looked behond and never saw u coming.it sucks it sucks.what am i?am i just there when you fall out with her?mayb its wishful thinking on my own part.i'm dumb.really.you know what?i think you're dumb too.i picked you.and yet this is what i get.ya it must have been my own mistake.i asked for it.i knew it wouldnt have ended up anywhere.it hurts badly.i wanna cry at the pain, laugh at my stupidity.i want it all to go away.do you still like me?i don't know.i don't know.i don't know.i'm dumb.really.why you?why me?why us?why?i suck.