haha i do feel a little bit cheated.

 
you suck!!and you think i can only depend on you and like you?i will get someone better!tons better!so if you won't love me i shan't love you too.you are mean.

 
din u learn anything from chicken little?he's got more determination n confidence then u do
but i'll say ur tastes r on par..wahaahahhahahahaaha
anyways she nvr replied me either..i'm thinkin she's overseas..but there's still the possibility she doesn't even wan to b frens
oh well

 
i want to be wild and don't give a damn about her anymore.lalala

 
i really felt so useless.and helpless.when i couldn't do anything to help the team when i saw them so tired.i was the only one who was hardly tired.sucks.gosh.confidence stupid jamie!and she's back today.i hope she shows some sign of recognition that she's back.please call or something.a message will be good.

 
i got a message!i must sound real desperate or something.but what the heck.she says her phone couldn't send messages till today.but she does sound a little cold.nevermind.let's look ahead.i wish i was more confident of touch rug.or at least be better at catching balls and reacting to them on the field.never mind she's coming back tomorrow!:)

 
why can't you just send me one message?just one.i missed you so much and i guess if you missed me too it's the least you could do?i remb you called kaiqi the other time.i'm worth less than her?i went through so much.you know i've been searching for those silly chicken little things for you.my feet really aches now.i'm worried for the comp tmr.and i'm worried you'll find me too much.gosh.

 
today i felt hopeful.i don;t know when it was.i think it was about 2 hours ago.and i think it was something i saw on the korean show my mummy watched.i decided that i won't try to forget her until she tells me that she no longer loves m.cos as long as she does everything else can be solved if we really think about it right?okay maybe not everything.most things.i shall wait for her to come back.and i'm gonna surprise her with a chicken little toy i'm going to buy.i hope she does miss me like she says.i reread all hermsgs that i have in the phone.and i decided that they must mean something.and i think i'm willing to be a spare tyre.i will get jealous and sad.but i think i will still love having to love her.unless she doesn;t love me anymore.and 3 days are almost over.she's gonna be back on sunday.which is soon.i can't wait.